I've noticed that when I'm up, in my random oscillations of emotions(no I'm not bipolar), I tend to be out and about and then the down comes. Today the down hit hard for multiple reasons. I mean....its not like I haven't been down for six months, but I haven't been like this in a while. That run away feeling I get.
But why here? Why do I talk about it here? Its a strange release I get from posting on here, from talking about my problems.
Not going to go into detail about whats troubling my oh-so-susceptible-to-pain heart today but I will say this, running away is heavy on my mind. Maybe I need to just go on another trip. England seems to be the route of passage at the moment.
Its so odd, people have been telling me how I've grown or changed. How I've become more vocal in my emotions and able to speak about how I feel instead of bottling it up and probably ending up here. Even now I'm starting to feel a little better. I guess I just need to get it out one way or another.
Song: Crawling by Linkin Park
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0
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