Monday, August 24, 2009

I'm on my way...

Sadly...
I DON'T WANNA GO TO COLLEGE!! Gyaah!! >_<

Sigh...I just don't wanna have this huge change go on. Everyone says that college is just the natural next step. I DON'T WANNA!! That and getting my drivers license...goodness...I wish Jodi would just make me get that thing and just get it over with...I hate the thought of driving but I know I have to do it...I know college is the same thing but goodness, college and driving is very different....fuuuu...grrr...I don't know..I suppose all this is hitting me a lot today...like its really going to happen.

I just wanna get baptised and have God come the day before I start school...but alas, I believe I will be getting baptized on the 28th of November. whoot!washin...away...something or another. yay!!! No really, I'm excited. I just..grrr...I blame the Internet for making me want things now and then wanting them done and over with in the middle of everything.

I'm getting off topic...I think I will just gonna go to bed and sleep on everything.


Song : Send Me On My Way by Rusted Root


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Rainbowkardashian Darling

Rainbowkardashian is a very special pony. Anyone who was a girl and watched my little ponies as a child knows her as Rainbow Dash. I changed her name while playing ponies with the wonderfully creative child named Celeste (also known as pinky pie, her favorite pony). Not that I am a fan of the Kardashians but I do recognize their need for fabulosity and Rainbow Dash is all about fabulosity.

By now you are probably wondering where I am going with this. Well, when indulging my regressive escapism by playing Rainbowkardashian I jump around the room speaking with a british ascent and saying darling five times in a sentence. It always hits me that I hate the very thought of being a grown up. I think my prayer tonight will be to be blessed with the ability to keep my childish ways but still prosper in life with them.

I don't think it is so much of a peter pan complex which I had while I was in middle school and high school. It could very well be the ends of that complex in the progression to maturity against my will. Either way its no fun and I think the next time I watch Celeste, aka Pinky pie, I will play ponies forever!

Now heres a question for you! When was the last time you played dolls? (for any boy that might read this, you know you've played with some type of "action figure" how long ago was that?)

Song : Happy happy joy joy by ren and stimpy


Pinky pie and Rainbowkardashian

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I love my cat

My baby came back to me! After two and a half days of depression he came back to me! It was a wonderful event.

I had been at my friend Jodi's house and I called my mom to ask her to check the door and see if miko had come home and once again the answer was no, but she told me to come home and look around for him since the sun was going down and he might be out. At this point I had almost given up hope and I wanted to just leave miko to be wild. Then something told me to just go home and look for him anyway, and so Cheri, Jodi, my sister and I went back to my place and we started looking around.

We didn't get past my house when Mel spotted two cats across the street, but on the porch of my house I saw something dart off to the corner. Sure enough Miko was in the ally between my house and our neighbor. There was a small hole in the fence between the houses and now we think he has been in their back yard the whole time, since they are men with home construction hobbies there is a lot of junk in their back yard for miko to hide in.

So, I was able to kneel down on the ground and call him to me, he nearly ran away when Jodi Cheri and Mel started to come over but I told them to stay back and Miko was hissing and it was a very shaking process. I got him inside and said some mean words and washed him up later on that night.

He is now before me lapping up as much water as he can. He has been doing that since he got back. I'm so glad he is home and I was happy to hear him running down the stairs to eat when I gave him new food this morning.

God is so good that he would make a cat come to his master with such obedience when this cat rarely ever does that. God took this cats natural want to be an outdoor cat and shut it down so he would walk right to me and allow me to drag him back inside where he will most likely never see the light of day if I have anything to say about it.

My faith has been put on new foundation. Kind of weird that it took losing and finding my cat to have that happen but when it happens it happens I suppose. I am so happy to have my cat back. May I never lose him again.

I would love to say thank you to everyone who prayed for Miko on sabbath. I think I shall do that during family time at church next weekend. I just smile every time I look over and see him there, just sitting there, doing what he does. I hope he knows I will be watching him like a hawk from now on.

Song : I love you by Cranberries

Friday, August 7, 2009

My Baby


I...I'm a very sad person today. My special baby Miko has gone missing. I don't know how to handle it. I have looked outside. I have rampaged the house. I have asked my neighbors. I am losing hope. He doesn't know this house, he doesn't know this street. My precious baby that I have had for 8 wonderful years is missing and I don't know what to do.

He might have gotten out last night while a traveling bible sales man was praying with me and my sister at the door or later on that night when the door was open in the dark. I hate his curiosity...

This morning he didn't wake me up and when I poured food in his bowl he didn't come running down the stairs. I have checked in the closets, the cabinets, and his favorite place under mom and mel's bed. My heart is heavy and I feel like crying. He is my baby and I wish he wasn't missing. Oh great....now I'm crying...
Song : Who am I to say by Hope

I miss my baby so much.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

NI HAO!!!

"Don't think about what you can't do,
think about what you can do!"
I love that little Chinese show! Ni Hao Kai-Lan, its so sweet and all the kids at the day care love it. At first I thought it was a stupid show that came out in the hype of the Olympics in china but like Dora, Diego, and Handy Manny this show teaches you a lot! Today I was watching it with a child I was baby sitting and Kai lan said something really good. "Don't think about what you can't do, think about what you can do." and its so true!

I've always enjoyed watching kids shows cause its just cute and fun but when I watch Kai lan I learn so much! Speaking in Chinese (at a child's level mind you) is almost as fun as talking in Japanese (my Japanese is barely above 5 year old levels....)! The way they say grand pa and thanks and hello are so cute!!

Different languages are so much fun! I wish I could learn them all. I wonder if we will have different languages in heaven...doesn't seem likely....fuuu...
Music : With Reflection by KOKIA
(seriously, watch it, wonderful voice)